for a long time, no one has stolen my heart.
then you came along and tore me apart.
is it love? my mind is trapped in a cell.
im sure it isnt, who can tell?
feelings inside of me, i cant control.
what will it do to her if i let my heart go?
im certain she loves you, though she denies it.
i know her better than i know myself; i get it.
flirting, flirting is all you do.
why do i think it’s so cute?
i refuse to hurt my best friend.
your adorable laugh and cute smile won’t win.
i cant hurt her in this way, what will i gain?
a stupid love that will last a day?
i refuse to love you, for her and for me.
but i cant help my feelings – ugh, why cant i breathe?
your shoulders brush against mine when you pass me by,
that smirk on your face every time.
as much as it pains me to say
these feelings need to go away,
im not going to hurt her. i won’t.
so help me out, and leave me alone.